I give up. I've tried and I've tried and I've tried. But I know for a fact now that I can't draw Lightning. Ever. Even after tracing it still looks wrong. I'm just retarded.
Over the past few months and hours I have been trying to draw Lightning, but I just can't. Resorting to tracing her face after many tried today, and it's STILL off. Can't seem to capture her face/emotion, be it manga style or not. I give up.